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Friday, November 28, 2008 @ 9:19 AM

[M][E] AND [H][I][M]

I feel so tired after a day of going here and there with aisyah . We had a course for burger king and we thought that it will end at 11+ since it started early and we will have time to do some shopping , however we were informed that the stupid course finished at about 6 . After the course + test + assesment , we managed to finished at about 5. Off to bugis street !!! After we are done with our shopping, we met the others near the esplanade . ah they look so hot with all their suits . I love their dress up . I will post the photos tomorrow .

The guy beside me is my hubby .Like duh ... hee , just took this picture at the bus after going to the skafest. It was my first ever experienced to grind with him . It was such a sweet and memorable moment that i ever had in life .This is what happened.I was searching for him at the crowd. Then , i felt someone touched me at my waist . I quickly shoved it without realising it was my boify . He hug me tight and we like swaying left to right .

I miss syazana and fynabadot ! Tomorrow make sure you guys come eh ,

k ah mater pon dar ngantok so gdnite !

Labels: hanaffi, i love you

Thursday, November 27, 2008 @ 6:07 AM

I woke up late again . It was already 11+ or ouh idk . i don't even watch the clock . Then i went to take a nice shower .Went to meet [h]u[b]i for awhile before he went to his friends house. I got to meet im for only 15 minutes before we went our separate ways.I planned to go town with khairul , nazirul, nazri and seri .I went to meet them just under khai's block . After salam-ing them , nazirul started to talk about dirty stuffs .Only kiter kiter jek tau .... hehe. As usual we went to buy kfc and ate . I treat seri to a meal and we enjoyed our meals . After eating , we planned to go to spore flyer .So pelan pelan we walk there .I had my fun there , just enough to release all my stress that i had this few weeks .[ Pictures took just now]

Happy birthday to nasrul!!! I just hope he will be okay and all his wishes will become true ....

yaps , thats all for the post

loves ,

mardeelm0

Wednesday, November 26, 2008 @ 9:15 AM

Pictures that i took these past few days . Actually there is more but i so the malas nak post . I promise i will post them soon . Now tengah chat with syazana . I miss that gerl of mine . I just want to do one date .Only me and her . Okay , that sounds wrong ! I am so no a lesbian , hehe

duer duer dar attached seh !

Fyna badot ,where are you ?! I miss your silly and funny acts, your jokes,all the memories with you can really make me stand up and knock on your door just to meet you ...

I want to return your stuffs back ... i MISS you fyna , I hope u can tron town eh fyna!!!

I just miss the old days ,i miss my oldself ,

okay ah peeps , i want to go makaaan ,

loves , mardeelmo the cuteybello

Labels: just be myself

@ 8:32 AM

I feel so blue today ,
The colour that represents relaxing .
I have been very busy nowadaes .
I lepak pon tak lamer . Haish

I was so dissapointed and sad when cheeky told me the whole truth last afternoon . To the others , I really do not know what to say ... It is up to you guys to believe me or others .I will swallow all your hurtful words.I will continue with my life even if some people dislike me . I will just think straight and positively .

I will forever love this person beside me ,

Thank you for being there for me

Thank you for the hugs that you gave me

Thank you for loving me

I will always treasure you

I will always watch over you just like how you watch over me ,

Wednesday, November 19, 2008 @ 7:08 AM

TODAY IS MY OFFICIAL DATE BEING WITH HIM.
I am just glad that he is there for me whenever i needed him . I will be happy with him . One more hour to go and it will be his birthday which falls on the 20th .duhh !!!
I really am not looking foward to 5 december . I really hate when people talk about that date . I just want to be with him and see the others just like last time. I hope that things will come back to normal and we will just lead our life happily just like last time . I did some stupid things which i have regretted.I just wish i can just move on and don't remember about the things that have happened .Hidop mesty mau happy !!! We must not be so stressed ...I f too stressed , later go imh ,haiya , I want him to online but he is just tired today.

My wish now is :
To find my oldself
Be a good daughter
Be a good wifey
Be a good friend
Be a very good sister
Make People Happy

In life ,there are a lot of challenges that we must faced . Without this CHALLENGES , life will
be boring, Ah whatever lah

Whatever it is dear blog readers , be happy and treasure those around you .

Monday, November 17, 2008 @ 6:04 AM

Happy birthday to me !

I just wish that he will be safe and happy .

I am so glad that he is by my side each day. His warmth that he had given me, his support that he have ever shown to me make me always feel safe to be by his side. I will always love him and always care for him. I just want him to always be happy and i will treasure him the way he treasure me. That is my wish for him.
[h][u][b][i], THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE and L0VING ME FOR WHO I AM!!!

I LOVE YOU !

Loved ones :
1][h][u][b][i]
2]farhan
3]aisya
4]fatin
5]mph
6]syamirah

I know that i have been changing lately BUT i promise that i will try to improve aites ?

I just need time . I really need it ....

Sunday, November 16, 2008 @ 8:15 AM

It have been sometime since i have last update .

Haish . i miss my kwn lepak

I miss certain people .

I just hope khairul, anwar, degil will all be okay .

I just miss khai's kecoh and all the fun he have created

I miss anwar's bello' and all the laugther he had given us .

I miss everyone .Every single people that i ever know . Every single people that i was with . All their memories will always stick with me.

but ...

I miss my old self .I miss my old mardhiah . The heck care person who will never follow what people want . I want my oldself badly . I really want to change . I want to be myself , storp trying who i am not . The only person who trully understand is my mom . Thank you mom , i love you very much !!!

Zulfattah pon nak ker australia , aku pon sedih seh tgk dier .. takecare kae abg !!!

I will update when i am not busy

Tuesday, November 11, 2008 @ 7:03 AM

My first post for this new blog .

I apologise to all blog readers as i have not yet fully construst my blog yet . I just came back from my outing with my godbrother and dear godsister.I went to vivocity with my godbrother , hanappi and we waited for syazana[godsis].
After syazana arrived , we went to the cineme and we debated on what movies we should watch ... Hanappi was bullied by us . k lols . After a lot of ruminations ,we decided to watch double[0][7].So yeah . Freezing like hell inside and naseb ah hanappi lend me his jacket which smells as if it have not been wash for a year but that is okay to me .The irritating part was my mom keep messaging me nonsense things and that gets me fed up . I found out that my mom went to irritate fatin and aisyah and i was so pissed off with her . I went to scold fatin without knowing what happen . I feel so bad right now . I just wish i can turn back the time and never say bad things to fatin . FATIN and AISYA , i am SORRY .
I just hope that you guys won't stay mad at me for long .I admit that i was too hasty and i am at the wrong .I should not have let go of my temper on you guys .

Farhan and ayie have surrendered at hq . I just miss them , khai and anwar . I just hope they will be alright .Tomorrow will be the day that han, dinni and cheeky g0 to sub -court . I just hope they will be okay and the thing will be postponing, I am scared actually. I am totally scared to see my god brother and the others to go and take their punishments . I just hope it will be okay .