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[M]A[R]D[E]E[L]M[O] H[E]R[E] L[O]V[E]S [Y]O[U] 15 [18] N[O]V[E]M[B]E[R].

Saturday, January 10, 2009 @ 7:00 AM

i miss you a lot

i am sorry if i have hurt you ,

i did not want us to fight anymore

i just want you to know that i really love you

I just hope things will work out between us not like my past relationships with certain people

i want to be there for you .

i don't want to quarell or let anyone in our way .

it just hurt me to hurt you .Maybe i did not tell you my problems when i meet you

its just because i was hurt once . pernah skali i was dump just because i was so over reacting when i had problems and that guy left me just like that . I just do not want history to ever repeat . I just did not want us to quarell about this but i realise in reality , we cannot run away from our problems , It takes two to clap hands , that's what you told me .I am trying my best to understand you .

love you bby........

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@ 6:37 AM

Dah lamer ehk peeps i never update this blog .It looks dead. I have been busy with things . I have been busy with my family , with my studies , with my friends and also with my boify . I just want to be my oldself back . Seriously my oldself .It is seriously irritating that certain people around me said that i have changed and bla bla bla ...paderhal 2, i just want my own space for now . I just hope you understand . I want to confessed that i did hurt a guy so badly due to our misconceptions . I apologise to that guy when he read this . I just do not want to hurt you and it is better if you forget me .I wanted to be there for you but i can't .
The picture above was taken on the day of countdown . ME ,malek sanchi,aisya ,adam, myra,bibo , dani,alep ,syawal and effy had our total fun . We arrived town at about 7+ and we walked towards the esplanade . Adam and syawal wanted to meet someone while the rest went to play pool at marina square just to waste time . So we did and we had fun . Then we went out .We sat and i was waiting for abg zul matrep . I just had a hug from him at that day , i just missed him so much I really syg him . haha lol...
We went to arab street , totally plan hancur just becoz of this person who kept us waiting . punyelah sot . walaowei!!! The guys went to buy minom and we wait for them at a place there . At about 1+, we isap shisha[ apape lah spelling dier ] and kiter aper lagi? KITER ENJOOOY !!!
k lol

I just miss my malek sanchi so much ...

Ouh btw , suhaimi superman , u still owe me sumtink ... pandai lari k , tkmao sembunyi

Sunday, December 7, 2008 @ 8:08 AM

I went with dating with him for today . We never plan much at first .I thought that we will just take a walk at town and just eat as usual but suddenly he ask whether i wanted to watch movie . So we walk to cck interchange , planning to go vivo .As we arrived there , we went to buy the ticket . The movie about BOLT is super cute and funny , i swear .After that we went jalan 2 and like just spend tyme together . gee i really love you hanaffi!!!

dar dpt gaji ah siol , baek per ,

Saturday, December 6, 2008 @ 8:43 AM

Fyna bby and me

I have been out with her this few days and it is like two days we have been going out . It is like date gytoo . hehe fyna , i knw u knw kn , Many things happen and we really share a lot about our problems this days .

I met my boify today and i was like fcuking missing him. He just finished his tournament and i met him at lot 1 and so we jalan 2 , of course i will kacao him and try to make him jealous tapi b nie smuer joke tau , i love you , what i say is all FAKE ....

Hehe , i love you syg .

To all my friends that i never met these few weeks , i am sorry but i was so busy with work and studies [k mcm phm ] , i will promise you that i will meet u guys one fine day , miss you guys ,

I JUST MISS LEPAK WITH MPH

tc aites guys !love ya

Wednesday, December 3, 2008 @ 7:43 AM

I can't imagine if you are gone ,
I just miss you ,
I just need you b,
I love you too much

All the things that you have done for me and
A ll the memories that you have given to me will alwaes be
Remembered...

I just want to see you safe and happy .
I just want to feel your hug and the kisses that you have given
Me.

I love you b !

@ 7:05 AM

Feel so sad about this coming 5 december .
I just miss him so much . I just hope he will be okay . b , i love you so much . Please reply me .

Monday, December 1, 2008 @ 6:12 AM

It is already going to december . A month which i do not wish to enter .The first reason is that i do not wish to see 5th december .I just do not want him to have those punishments .The second reason is that i have not yet finish my homework and all my assigntments. The third reason i do not wish to go to school at 7 am every morning and look as if i am a zombie every morning .

Huby was so tired and sick today . I spent all my energy to massage his neck but his neck is still sore. He just need enough rest . Today mornbing was the best day i ever had . Huby , u noe ...i also noe , hehe , The secret is between us yeahs . I love my huby very much .

I just feel so like me today . I do not know why but i just know that i have found my old mardhiah this morning . I do not wish to lose my oldself ever again .
I just got news from khai .I was shock to hear about the news ,haish khai, i hope you will be okay inside and i wish you could go out as soon as possible . We miss you , khai
Whatever it is , i really want to meet fyna , syazana and those who i never meeet a long time or mention .